Chloe: Critic Girl/Renaissance Woman

1. Do I really want people to read this blog?
2. Why is my chest all congested?
3. Should I go check out the acupuncture place up the street?
4. How can I get my apartment in order?
5. Is there really room in my apartment for another person to live here?
6. Is there really room in my life for another person to live here?
7. Will I ever get a good night’s sleep in this apartment?
8. Why do I constantly start projects and leave them hanging?
9. Am I defeating the purpose by doing this on the computer?
10. Am I having second thoughts about even being able to complete this?
11. How do I find more spontaneity in my life?
12. How do I include more creativity?
13. How much sleep is enough?
14. Why do birds fly south for the winter?
15. Why don’t other animals?
16. Why didn’t I realize that a lot of animals migrate?
17. How can I satisfy my love of fashion and be frugal?
18. Will I be able to retire by the time I’m 40?
19. Will I ever buy those lovely Rebecca Taylor sandals I saw in a magazine?
20. Will I ever actually take my drawing and design classes?
21. Will I get my act together this semester?
22. How can I keep myself motivated to do all of the things that I want to do in my life?
23. What is my mental block against exercising?
24. Will there come a day when there are no more movies left to watch?
25. Could I really live an austere life?
26. What are my basic values?
27. Do I square away my values with my interests?
28. Can they be different?
29. If I had to pick just one of my dream careers, which would it be?
30. Should I answer these questions some day?
31. Could I be a vegetarian?
32. Could I give up chocolate?
33. Why don’t I have a better plan for my time?
34. If I skipped a question would anyone notice?
35. Is frugal living better for one’s happiness?
36. Could I really manage a dog?
37. Could I really manage children?
38. How many children do I want?
39. Can I live my life in accordance with my broader social values and my love for the earth?
40. Will I wake up one day and see all of the damage we have caused to the earth?
41. Will I ever live on the water?
42. What is it about water that makes me feel so happy and calm?
43. What is it about wind that makes me feel engulfed?
44. What is my true style?
45. Will my new computer ever get here?
46. Will I ever get to live in France?
47. In San Francisco?
48. Is there anywhere else that I would really like to live?
49. What are the millions and millions of people in the city doing right now?
50. How do artists get their inspiration?
51. How do they keep their motivation?
52. Why is long-term commitment to projects so difficult?
53. Why is it so hard to pick a favorite activity or a first priority?
54. What will be my cause celebre for my life’s work?
55. Do I have to pick just one?
56. Could I become a food critic in my spare time?
57. Who would listen to any opinion that I would have?
58. Why is there so much bad food in the world that people actually pay good money for?
59. Why isn’t there a better BBQ place in my neighborhood?
60. Why isn’t Indian food easier to replicate in my home kitchen?
61. When will my boyfriend ever get here?
62. Will I like living with another human being?
63. Would I like to have fish?
64. Or birds?
65. Could I pull it off at Pratt?
66. Or Parsons?
67. Will I actually try kayaking this year?
68. Or horseback riding?
69. What is the new Sex and The City, really?
70. Do I have an addictive personality?
71. Or obsessive compulsive?
72. Or anal retentive, for that matter?
73. Do I have to pick just one?
74. Would I do best working from home?
75. Do I need to get out more?
76. How do I commit myself more to the issues I care about when I am exhausted and barely able to keep up with my academic obligations?
77. Will I be able to continue this blog?
78. Will I be able to become a fashion designer?
79. Why do the neighbors run up and down the stairs and drive me insane all day?
80. Why do I listen to everything that is going on around me including the conversation I’m actually engaged in?
81. Can a person be too introspective?
82. Or too open about their faults?
83. Or totally blind despite that apparent openness?
84. Will I ever solve my financial woes?
85. Will the credit card debt dissolve?
86. Will I ever own a pair of Christian Louboutins?
87. Will I ever not care who designed the shoes I wear?
88. Can a person really truly be happy?
89. Is asceticism required for letting go?
90. What does one say to a psychoanalyst?
91. Why is healthcare so expensive?
92. Why don’t I know an acupuncturist so that I could be treated for free?
93. Why can’t I stop eating the foods that I know are bad for my skin?
94. Will I ever have clear skin again?
95. Why don’t macrobiotics eat fruit?
96. Why does organized religion make things so complicated?
97. What are my real spiritual beliefs?
98. Can one not practice anything and still be part of the spiritual world?
99. How can I replicate the feeling of being on a mountain top while in New York City?
100. Will I ever be done?